shhhhhh laura!!!!

 hi everyone sorry  ive not been online latley because ive actually been sleeping! i came up with quite a stupid yet effective method, of not sleeping for about two days and i did it on a weekend so i could pretend i was just partying and socialize then when i got in on the sunday from the friday i forced myself to stay awake till about 9pm or 10 and i then slept and woke up at a normal time! ive kind of just tried to keep this up i still dont sleep till about 2am sometimes 3-4 but im loads better! it think its because i dont stop thinking about what im doing the next day! ive also been reading up on dreams and doing some meditation. (hahaha its highly amusing what you can find on youtube!) I now have the wierdest dreams ever! which i kind of look forward to im not a creepy serial killer but the latest was my hair dresser gave mee a pink and blue tie dye bob and then refused to give me a refund and he was like some eastern drugs lord so just for my cheek they were trying to kill me so i decided that i need to smash their heads open as they were made out of crystal??????? lol and then when i did his head was just a jar of cocaine which i threw all over my face then i woke up lol

so i kind of look forward to dreaming!

anyway nice to see this site is growing! and hope you all dont mind me posting crap on here i have a slight case of word vomit! take care everyone laura! :)