its 2012 and the first day of the year starts out...

i was looking forward that because of the booze i would have a good night sleep like i did before when i drank but no it seems my anxiety,insomnia is more stubborn, the worst part is being in bed and rolling around frustrated i am lucky that i don't have to get up early but i think that's the main issue of my anxiety and worsen insomnia because of being unemployed and having nothing to do during the day. I am really considering giving up and try meds, they dont give me real sleep but at least i won't be sleepless(fake rested groggy zombie vs sleepless tired zombie) *sigh*